Knowing about one’s self

Im a libra and have never been a fan of horoscopes but yesterday a friend of mine highlighted a characteristic that best describes a libra and it sure did felt like i was hit by a truck! It said Libra and Business:

Libras dislike hard work, they are lazy when it comes to getting their hands dirty and doing the work themselves. Fortunately, their intuitive instincts are good at telling them where money can come from. They can think up great business ideas that are original and bound for success, they can initiate the idea but they need someone else to do the work. Libras make good business partners but not good business people on their own. Libras have potential of being a good leader with their diplomatic ways, but but they are just too lazy to do the hard work required and climb a corporate ladder. A good way for Libra to become wealthy is through artistic endeavors. They can be painters, interior decorators, actors or writing screenplays or composing. These are great ideas because it incorporates Libra’s hobby with a moneymaking venture.
I cant quite tell you my fellow readers as to where my friend got this article from but damn! It hit me hard cause it was right in every sense and I hated it! I hate being weak, having to depend on others..but the thing is, what was describe, is me..sure does sucks being me 😦

I just realized something today

OMG…I thought that all was lost when I left university in 1993 because I couldnt see myself graduating if I pursue my A Levels after just 3 months studying.
I belittled myself, I was without any confidence, I hated myself, I didnt know what I wanted in life…I was without direction, ambition nor do I have a strong ‘want’.
What I hated most about studying among
the brainiacs, was the fact that I didnt believe I was smart..I thought I was just lucky..I was out of place..I hated numbers, I hated economics. And having to churn out both, I was miserable.
Today I realized that after 19 over years, God is still holding my hands to that path again, path filled with numbers!!! But guess what, Im now excited to learn, excited to be great with numbers and economics…all because I fell in love with the stock market and the knowledge that lies ahead for me that I just find it thrilling to master…Pray for me peeps, I need it! Thank you Allah

How it all started

Hello friends, i pray that all my readers are in d pink of health, happy and are having a wonderful life. I for one am now happy, feeling truly blessed with love, health, wealth, peaceful mind and heart..for once.
Just so you know, I didnt grow-up in an all prim and proper environment, with things all wonderful and springy with every step of my way…it used to be hard, then not so hard, stepped on pointy pebbles like, a lot-literally, just miserable all year round!!
To make matters worst, I was the kind of a person who loves to suffer in silence, cant quite line-up my words, seen too much of suffering when i was young, major inferiority complex, crave attention and love and to make matters worst, i was stubborn.😔